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One would say that they can’t live without his or her friends. But that perosn really love themself?

You have to be able to love yourself to be able to really love others. So does this mean that an individual who doesn’t love themself doesn’t really love others?

I ponder this all the time. But another thing that I think about alot is the fact of really knowing what loving youself really means?

Does it mean that you have to be really cocky? Does loving yourself mean loving your hairsyle or your body’s appearance?


Yeah, the name of this entry is lyrics from a P!nk song.

Growing is a part of life, but it seems as if I just started to grow, really fast. I don’t know how or why. I am not talking about my body, I mean mentally. I wish I could physically grow! I think being 5 feet and 9 inches is too short, I want to be taller.

I am just about ready to finally graduate from High School. Though, I might do so just a few days late due to my BYU Independent Studies classes that I am taking. My final scores might not get to my school on time, but I don’t really think that would happen. But nevertheless, I am still going to college and going to be someone in life. What exactly I want to be, I am not sure yet because there is so much that I want to do. Thank God that they all tie into each other in some way or another. I just hate the fact that I have to wait to do the things I love.  I just want to get on with my life, but this is my first step.

So, like I said in my last entry, I have a new job of which I love. But since its a new store and there is not too much business coming in. I have absolutely no hours anymore. Its almost a waste, but I do love the place. So, I have been looking for a second summer job. I currently have two job interviews lined up for myself, both at different Station Casino properties. I really am more forward to the interviews everyday now. Though, unfortunately, they are both on the same day. One at 1:45pm and the other at 3pm, I hope I can get to both because I prefer the second job but the first one sounds good too. I have stopping putting much energy into finding a second job but if any of these two don’t work out, then I will continue my search. With a +100 dollar phone bill and the desperate need for a car. I am really in a pickle. I really need a car, with Air Conditioning this time god damn it! I am not making enough money by any means at my current job right now. My paychecks are gone before I can even see them. ARG! At least I got my phone turned back on! Thanks Zub!

Also, my Senior Prom was rather amazing. I went to Dinner at Veloce Cibo at the M Resort. AMAZING view and great good. Then we went to the dance to take pictures then we were promptly off to the Wynn to see Le Reve which was the most amazing thing I have ever witnessed. Our transportation was a Escalade! :] Then we went to the Eiffel Tower at the Paris and watched the Bellagio fountains from up there, once again we got an amazing view of the valley and strip.

So the reason I used P!nk lyrics as the subject of this entry is because I am seriously in love with her music right now. She has always been one of the best artists of our time, for realz. I am glad to see that she back with Karry though, they make a great couple. 

I feel like making something creative right now. Its rare that I am in a creative mood and I am photoshop-less for the time being. I tried downloading GIMP but it wouldn’t mount. Stupid GIMP! lol I am in love with iJustine’s logo on her twitter background. Its amazingly awesome!!!

So, to end this blog of which I thought would be longer, though I can’t get my words out right now….well I don’t know how to conclude this! XD

UNLV Acceptance Notification

It was Thursday afternoon. I was in the Broadcasting room at school and I had some free time. I remembered that I have not checked my UNLV Admission Application Status in the last few days because I was either not able to get to a computer by 8pm or I was asleep and didn’t wake up till after.

The magic 8pm is the time when they disable their Online Application/Registration website. By this point in time, I the only reason I would check the website is so that I could physically see it say, “Denied”. I know I could probably be admitted to UNLV after getting denied by SAT/ACT scored, Letters of Recommendations, or just by me knowing people who work for the school. Though as I said before, it probably wasn’t an option since I knew I was just going to goto CSN to do my core classes then transfer to another college. Its the economical way to do it and I have been told by many different people, even the media, that going to a Junior College to get your core credits and then transfer to a traditional 4 year university would be the best thing to do. That was my plan, initially, I guess. But after I took a campus tour of UNLV. I fell in love with the Campus. I love the feel of walking through a place like that. It just felt right. I have yet to visit CSN. Though I have gone there a few times but that was years ago and I vaguely remember what the Henderson Campus of CSN even looks like.

But back to the story….
I logon to the website and check my Admission Status. I immediately screamed “WHAT!!!!” Everyone kind of looked at me and asked what I was screaming about. I replied to them that I got accepted to UNLV and explained to them how I didn’t think I would get in because my GPA was not high enough and I have not taken my SAT/ACT’s yet. The other students in the classroom just told me not to even question why I got accepted but to just accept the fact that I did.

For most kids, getting accepted to UNLV is nothing. Especially for kids who come from my High School. The school to which my Government teacher said, “If this were like other countries where you are split up between the smart and not so smart at an early age. Most of you would not even be here. This is one of the best High Schools in the state and the country. You should feel really lucky.” I don’t know if many kids from the Clark Country School District even get denied admission from UNLV. But my guess is there has to be come.

Wow, I don’t even know where I am going which this blog entry. I am I just lucky? or am I am in the pool with everyone else.

I have not written in a few days. Mostly because I told myself that I need to spend my time doing other stuff. Even though I really didn’t, thats nothing new though. I feel very nostalgic right now. But nostalgic from my life I guess. I watched a little bit of Nip/Tuck tonight. It reminded me of when I used to always watch it. I really miss watching that show. I need to set aside time for me to actually do stuff and have a life. Like read and watch TV.

High School is almost over and I seriously can’t wait for it to be. I want to get on with my life even know I will probably miss what I have now later on in life but I feel so limited with what I could do. I set my goals so high but never achieve them. I want to achieve those high goals and actually do something with my life. Who knows if I will be able to do so right out of high school. I have seen it happen to some and for others it takes a long time to get there.

I have had a lots of things on my mind for a while now. For instance Graduation, Money, Jobs, College, and A Car, just to name a few. I get reminded everyday about how my parents want to see my “walk” on graduation. Though I need to buy my freakin Cap & Gown first.

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